This pic is so sexy and my brother just asked me "why do you have a girl as your background picture? He will be 30 in January so I am SURE he wasn't not offended at all. We were watching a youtube video of some dude crashing right into some rocks that just fell off of a friggin mountain. He got out and said he didn't see it..copy and paste this for enjoyment.. http://youtu.be/gBmE92n5mEI
Today was amazing, well part of it. I slept for 12 hours which is a victory all in and of itself. I was super tired last night at work. Any who I woke up and made coffee only to find out that my one dog has been puking and shitting all morning. Needless to say I started thinking about her and how she has been sick and of how absolutely devastating it is to lose an animal. I know she is not on her death bed but it still made my heart hurt.
Random thought insertion: After almost 6 years without smoking I was craving a cigg BAD at work the other day. Of course I didn't give in, I never would but it would be great if I could just enjoy one every once in awhile without it being an immediate addiction.
The gym was my outlet today, hit it hard, ran and did some weights! I am definitely feelin more positve and waiting on my meal plan from my trainer. I just got a text with my new macros and my heart fluttered with slight pain when seeing my carbs (79). ::insert huge sigh here:: it's ok, I mean I did eat my face off for long enough, time to get sexy again. No wait, let me rephrase that..time to get SEXIER!!!!! I wish I could use cardio or exercise as a emotion filler. For example when I am bored out of my mind at Applebee's I wish I could do something physical but then I will be sweaty and gross for my guests..not cool.
After the gym I went shopping for some Christmas gifts, came home and wrapped them and I am finally feelin the Christmas spirit. Last year I went a little over board on gifts and so this year we decided to put a spending limit up and I already hate it because I feel like I want to buy more :(
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