I can finally wear my Batgirl Halloween costume this weekend with, of course, my over the knee boots! Lucky for me I stopped stuffing my face-FINALLY, and I do not feel as fat as I did on Monday! I really stretched the limits with the eating bad and then the last and final day which was Wednesday I let my emotions take me back into that bad habit. it's horrible, and I know I need to stop doing that. I need to use this time where my diet is not strict and gain a healthy relationship with food. Yes I will still be doing things like weighing and measuring and tracking but those three things will more than likely never be things I don't do. I have learned that I can not be accurate if I don't track and if I stop doing that now it's going to make life even harder when it gets close to the competition. I have not 100% decided on which one I want to do, part of me wants to do 2 but my financial state of poorness says "are you fucking crazy?"
Anyways sorry I have to make this one short, I know how much ya'll enjoy my blogging but my ass need to get tothe gym to lift! I am on a completely different workout schedule and it is the BOMB because although I am active everyday it's an on/off cycle. So...my dear friends what that means is for example today I lift, no longer than 45 minutes and NO cardio. Tomorrow I will do cardio for 1/2 hour. Sunday I will lift with no cardio. Monday I will do 30 minutes of cardio. You get the picture and now you can see why my life is so amazing with the lack of cardio I have to do!
great job and good luck on which ever comp you enter! I'm currently training for one soon too but haven't committed to which one!!
ReplyDelete:) It's all about that healthy relationship with food!! Takes time but you will get it and I think it may be better without the pressure of a competition! I need to get there too......BADLY!!
ReplyDeleteThanks ladies! it's definitely tough and I know I will never be perfect at it!
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