Hello all! I started writing this and then I just did 6 other things before I came back to it, and this is one of the reasons why I have a hard time blogging these days, I get so distracted...BY FACEBOOK!
Anywhose...I started off today at friggin 530am, ok so my alarm went off at 530 and I could only snooze until 540. Got up, made my breakfast fit for a bikini competitor, made some coffee and chilled, just me, my coffee, my breakfast my books of faces. I got to my supervision on time and actually a little early which NEVER happens. I am seriously horrible with time, I am not sure why. I sat there for half hour before I realized, she had to have forgotten she was going to meet me at this location today. Whatever, no worries, the only major concern of mine was that I was up and out of bed already and that I could have slept just A LITTLE while longer. It was around this time or maybe even before that I realized my 100 calorie packs of almonds were still at home =[ I also had no chicken and no cooked sweet potatoes. major fail Talia, WAY.TO.GO. No, no, no, I knew I wouldn't have my chicken and I planned on going a little longer in between meals and as soon as I realized I left my nuts at home [hahahaha] I told myself that I would NOT allow myself to substitute for the walnuts at work bc we ALL know they are a HUGE trigger for me and I am not able to stop myself from eating more than 1 serving bc there is a whole container of delicious nuts!! nom nom nom. Went to my internship, I really do love those damn kids! Then work and I can long story short say that I was SUCCESSFUL!
I didn't eat the nuts!
I didn't pick on anything!
I didn't binge!
I didn't allow myself to fall into any traps!
After work I went tanning- which I think I may have burned my face off, I mean literally one minute passed of being in there and I knew I would be dying at 15, then I went to the gym and walked for 30 minutes . I know, I know, I live in Buffalo, it's February, what gives? Photo shoot March 10th, first one EVER and I want to look sexy as hell to make all the guys out there that decided they didn't need me or want me in their life to regret that decision! =] ROASTED MUHAHA HA
On my way home I realized, shit I don't have eggs and fuck I do not want to go to Tops, now that I think of it, I was more or less being lazy and didn't want to drive the extra way and take the extra time but also as I sit here, I may have been tempted by more nuts!!! Jesus, nuts ruin my life, but they are soooo damn good! HAHA Anyways, I stopped at the gas station and got the eggs and came home and cooked up some chicken.
All in all a very successful day, one for the books for sure!
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