Let me take you into the world of Talia for a moment. First of all I am happy to say I am dating a guy named Andrew, and so far I truly believe he is the best guy for me. He supports me from 2.5 hours away (he would say 2- REBEL), he pushes me to be better, stronger and never give up. <3 =]
Yesterday was an incredibly LONG day, like so long I thought I was going to crash right in the middle of my internship while we were wrapping damn baskets for a raffle! I got up at 5, cooked breakfast, made coffee, got my meals together, then hit the gym for an hour of sweet dripping stair climbing cardio intervals. I took over 200 floors and about 5 miles of stepping. #Holyfuckballs. Went to my internship from 830-330 and I must say since I missed last week I felt so missed from all of the hugs I got when my kids saw me, they make me smile! After that it was get to work by 430 and work until 1130! Thanks to my fit sister Ami, she tore me away from wanted to bury my head in sliced almonds and shrimp. I ate a little extra last night but I reached out for help because I knew I needed to! Got home a little after midnight and geez, you know you really do live in the country when you get out of your car to go in your house at that time of night and it smells like cow shits! Get in my house say hello to my Handsome Prince River, get all my stuff, put it away [this is the part the blows about living so far from everything, I have to spend at least 20 minutes packing my shit for the day], get my laptop out and of course get lost on facebook for at least another half hour. When did this shit become such an addiction!?!?
Finally decide to get to bed around 1245, alarm is set for 545, finally get myself out of bed at 615 and here I am. I could have slept in, my internship doesn't start until 10 but it also doesn't end until 730 and I DO NOT want to be going to the gym after sitting there for hours upon hours. I know myself and I KNOW I will be too tired to get in a decent workout. So why am I writing this blog with 15 minutes to get dressed, get my shit together and get out the door? I wanted to write this because I feel so proud of myself for asking myself what do I want more? When I was in bed and my alarm went off at 545, although I snoozed 6 times and I wanted to continue sleeping, I got up because I have dreams and goals to achieve. I know this shit won't happen if I don't put in the work. I am such a different person than I was during my last competition, I had a lot of excuses, I wanted to do things MY way. I am almost 4 weeks out from my show and I want to put in the most effort I ever had. I am not saying I will be perfect but I am going to do the best I can do and put the best in it that I can!!
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