Weekend

So first of all, sometimes I write things that are true to life.  What can I say?  This is MY blog just like my facebook page is also free game to post, share, like, and status update as I please.  First of all it is 9:14pm on a Sunday night and I can OFFICIALLY say I have made it through the weekend without binging!  Have I had a slip up or two? Yes but did it lead to me feeling like a low life binger? No.  I stopped and though to myself, like today for example, what do I really want to do?  I can either stand here and eat more peanut butter than I should, then after that eat some chips, then eat some cookies and then take a trip to Tops to binge some more or I can stop, recognize I over ate on calories (even though I did cut out other stuff because of it) and take pride in knowing I created another EXCEPTION for myself.

This weekend was a bit crazy.  Ok, not really.  My weekends are far from crazy these days, I live the life of an aspiring bikini model.  I eat, workout, eat, work, eat, work, and go to bed, with maybe a few more times of eating.  Friday I went to bed so early my mom said "your going to bed already?"  Saturday I worked a double, talked to my trainer and we decided on him giving me the thumbs up or down at the end of January on whether or not he thinks I should do the show in March.  I am A-ok with that!  After I worked I went dancing with my bestie and then ended up running into my ex ex.  Now it wouldn't have been such a problem if he wasn't so concerned with making me jealous.  Way to ruin my night at 3am, good lord.  Sunday my friend and I were supposed to go hiking but my bitchy, hungry PMS ass said at 3:30 in the morning "honestly, I really don't feel like going, I want to sleep in on my day off"  So we did, went food shopping and I cooked up, cut up and weighed.

I do still feel this tingle of annoyance for swallowing so much peanut butter but instead I will move on with life and try to find some glitter to put on my nails :)