Monday, November 21, 2011

so close!!


Actual:1678/55/140/165
Goal: 1564/56/150/140
Signs of seriously needing an iphone: I went over calories because I was tracking them after I got home but I was hungry so I started eating my rice cakes with some almond butter on it and I ended up going over because I forgot to put something in, GRRRRRR.  It's ok though because looks like the calories were from protein anyways so I am sure my quads and glutes ate that shit up!  It's really frickin crazy how hard it is to eat MORE carbs when I am allowed too, I mean when I was at 100 it was so hard not to go over but now it's bumped up to 150 and I am like so crab crazy I end up being super cautious and being under!  I am kind of distraught because I was so focused on being as close as I can be because I really am doing this different the second time around.  I talked to my trainer today and got out some kinks and some worries over Thanksgiving feast.  My problem in earlier years was not eating all day so I could kill 3500 calories in 1 sitting.  Never works well for me so I am planning on hitting the gym so a good breakfast before, then a post workout and then the FEAST! sooo excited!!!

TMI- you can probably skip this part but I am feeling a little bloated today.  Not sure why, sodium was at about 1200 for the day and yesterday was around the same.  I still haven't received a visit from mother nature and again it makes me sick when I want it be here.  Maybe this is finally the week.  Jeepers.

What else is going on in the life of Talia?  Well I guess certain things are happening that are making me stress out but I put the brakes on that shit.  Talia doesn't like to be stressed and it just kills me to have my head spinning so much.  On another note, where the hell am I going to get money to Christmas shop?  Amount I have saved since last year $0...woops

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